The Week I Became a Stroke Zombie: My First Porn Marathon

If you’re looking to fully embrace the label of “porn addict” and dive headfirst into the world of extreme porn-fueled debauchery, then you’ll need to explore the depths of depravity that exist within the dark corners of extreme porn addiction. This is a path that I have personally taken, transforming myself from an ordinary individual into a porn addicted stroke zombie.

When I first began exploring the world of porn, I didn’t realize the depths to which it would eventually pull me. I considered my interest in porn to be just another fetish, albeit a bit unconventional. At the time, I told myself that I could quit at any moment. Little did I know how wrong I was.

I had been watching porn for hours on end for several months after discovering the term “gooning” and understanding what it entailed. However, looking back, I realize now that my prior porn habits were not true-gooning marathons. I had always watched porn since I was 13, and I would often spend all night watching it. I even remember skipping school so that I could continue my porn binge from the previous night and watch vintage porn movies like Taboo from the 80s starring Kay Parker.

Still, I can’t label those porn sessions in my teenage years and early 20s as full-blown gooning marathons, as they were often interrupted by bursts of orgasms or other personal tasks that required my attention. Nonetheless, my fascination with explicit content had already taken root, and the intensity of my experiences was about to reach new heights.

For those who may think they are already addicted to porn, if what you do is take a peek here and then on the online porn feeds let me assure you that you have only scratched the surface of true porn addiction. True addiction to porn requires a complete immersion into the perverse and the profane.

My cock twitched and became harder when I came to know seasoned porn addicts out there who would take long breaks to do nothing but watch porn for a week or so in rented hotel rooms or their apartments setting up multiple screens playing porn.

That’s why in 2022, I embarked on a one week porn binge-fest that left me feeling both exhilarated and transformed into a stroke-addled porn fiend.

The reason I waited to have a porn marathon for the first time is that I lived with my parents back home, and I couldn’t mindlessly binge porn with them around. I found ways to make it happen, but I still had to do a few other things around the house. I rented an apartment near my work location, where I stayed during weekdays, and went back home over the weekends to have my porn fix. Therefore, I had to look for days when my three roommates were not around to plan my porn marathon.

I think the porn goddesses saw my frustration and blessed me such that all three of them went somewhere or something else happened that I don’t exactly remember. (This was 2 years ago and I don’t have any roommates anymore. Now I can binge porn whenever I want.)

I understood this was the perfect occasion to get baptized by porn. So I applied for leave from work and gave my manager some made-up reason. I was all alone in my rented apartment and I was thrilled beyond limits to know that it was going to be just my cock and porn whores for that entire week.

The Porn Week

It was a rainy Sunday night when I returned home. I checked my phone and saw the texts from my friends stating that they wouldn’t be coming that week, which I already knew from our previous conversation.

Outside, people were still lingering around the street corners, oblivious to the fact that a degenerate porn addict was inside this building, naked and about to make stupid goon faces and spend the entire following week licking anal gapes off the screen.

Setting Up The Gooncave

Now I had to set up a gooncave that would grab my attention 100% to porn with zero distraction to anything else. The first thing to do was to turn off all notifications from my work or text messaging apps. (People could reach out to me through call but that will be it.)

I had two laptops and a 5TB hard drive filled with porn scenes. At that time, I had subscriptions to Evil Angel, Jules Jordan, Dogfart, and Filthy Kings, and I had downloaded as much content as I could to fill up my hard drive. I only downloaded 1080p scenes since that is the maximum resolution my screen supports. Downloaded 4k videos would take up more space and would only be useful if I had a 4k monitor, which I did not.

One backlash I experienced was the inability to directly access porn sites or connect external drives to my work-issued laptop from my company. Even YouTube is blocked on this device. However, I found a workaround to access porn on this laptop by connecting to the IP address of my personal laptop via Wi-Fi. This allows me to access my stashapp with over 2000 well-organized porn scenes stored on my 5TB external drive.

I arranged my bed next to my porn station setup, with two laptops playing porn. Now I can sit back or lie down with several pillows supporting my back, legs spread wide and relaxed. This setup helps relax my muscles and prevents accidental cumming.

The laptops were set side by side on the table with stashapp running but the problem was I wasn’t satisfied with the size of my porn screens. My current screens were 14 inches and 16 inches respectively. And I want to see all the cunts, cocks, and anal gapes as much big as I can. At least I needed some serious screen real estate to be able to perfectly count the wrinkles on Jasmine Jae’s butthole.

Therefore I checked on Amazon to see if I could get any cheap and portable projector. I found one on Amazon and bought it.

On that Sunday night, I began my porn binge with two screens blasting porn. I locked the room and pulled the curtains it was very dark and the only thing I could see was the bright porn light coming off the screens. I didn’t lie on the bed to make sure I won’t fall asleep. I had an office chair which helped me move around easily. I kept a bottle of water next to me. I had my dinner before and I wasn’t hungry.

I made sure to drink enough water before starting the session so that my cock and throat would be well-lubricated and leaking sufficiently. I generously lubed up my shithole and easily inserted the butt plug. This was a pleasant surprise to me, which I only discovered after exploring gooning and anal play. I knew that focusing on my butt mostly would keep my cock soft, but I made sure to torture my limp dick now and then with my recently purchased Nicole Aniston Fleshlight.

I had a mouth gag and a 7-inch black dildo, which I could either suck or insert in my holes at will. I didn’t want to go crazy on the first night so I switched to playing my favorite queue balls hypno files on the headphone and fucking my asshole. I kept going and played gangbang scenes with great moaning and porn sounds to keep me awake. The porn was still playing on the speakers and I was a little afraid that anyone outside could hear them. But the more you keep playing porn with a constant level of volume, it would start to feel normal to you and that’s what happened to me. I stopped caring if my neighbors could hear my porn.

By morning, I was soaked in spunk, and the scant hair on my pubes and balls was wet with my drooling slop dripping from my mouth and cock. The chair was drenched from the lube I used while fucking my asshole with the plug.

I felt exhausted around 8 AM and decided to haul my ass to my bed with another set of porn hypno files. The playlist queue on stashapp is a fucking great feature that plays similar scenes based on tags, and it was nothing but gangbang after fucking gangbang. I may have dozed off at some point during that until I heard the calling bell ringing…

Playing Porn With a Projector

I was abruptly awakened from my nap and it was around 10.30 am and I didn’t even sleep for two hours. I put on a bath towel and opened the door to see the delivery guy with the projector I ordered yesterday evening. I felt out of the world and quickly set up the device and my room had a free white wall onto which I could project it. I moved my goonstation over to that wall and the projector was playing porn to the wall behind them. Now I got two laptop screens and a giant porn wall.

Sadly it was a native 720p which means it would downscale the 1080p to 720p. I let my cock decide to get a projector delivered as soon as possible and didn’t check the details thoroughly. But the projector had impressive lumination and a 720p gargantuan display of Sheena Shaw’s pussy was enough to damage my brain permanently.

And that’s when I realized playing porn on a monstrous screen that’s almost the size of a fucking wall is one of the most perverse experiences for a human brain. Imagine this: binging porn on your smartphone’s modest display can wreak havoc on your brain’s reward system. Now amplify that tenfold, as I spent over a week indulging in such an extraordinary visual feast. (You can read more about the effects of porn to help the gooner brain go mushy here)

I spent the rest of the day playing with my stick and decided to switch between fucking my tight ass and stroking my stick every other day for that week. The ass play was so unbelievably good, and I couldn’t get enough of it. I loved watching as load after load of precum leaked from my dripping wet cock, acting as the perfect, slippery lube for my ass fucking.

Around Monday afternoon I ordered some fast food online like pizza and fried chicken. I knew fast food could keep my hunger away for hours. And that was sort of how my diet went for that week.

Stockings, Goon Caps and a Mouth Gag

I shaved my pubes and some other body hair, transforming myself into a porn star-esque figure with smooth skin. I accessorized my look with a black lingerie set, complete with stockings and lace panties that boasted tantalizing holes on the front and back. I never had the opportunity to wear them for like an entire day or more. I recalled that I also had a stash of gooning captions printed on photo paper in my backpack. Eagerly, I spread them all out, creating a decadent display of smutty inspiration across my bed.

I put on my open-mouth gag and it produced an unlimited amount of goonslope all over my body. The 7-inch black dildo provided little relief as I rammed it down my throat, causing even more drool to pour out of me like a raging waterfall. I mostly watched blowbang scenes by Jonni Darkko whenever I had the dido stuffed in my mouth. Fucking my throat with the dildo wasn’t very successful with the mouth gag on as the dildo struggled to penetrate the gag’s tight hole. So I removed the mouth gag and savored the sensation of throat-fucking myself as I watched Goddess Jennifer White getting rammed by big black cocks from the front and back.

I continued like that for 3 more days and for the first time I hit 72 hours of pumping with probably 4 hours of naptime!

Born Again

By the end of the fifth day, I no longer recognized the reflection staring back at me from the mirror. I looked like a whore that was fucked mercilessly in all the holes possible. My body was drenched in goon juices.

On that day, I received a call from my own mother, her voice a familiar comfort in a world that had become increasingly foreign to me. However, I was far from the innocent child she had once known. I struggled to keep my voice steady, lowering the volume of porn playing in a futile attempt to hide my current state of debauchery.

As I lay on the bed, my mind began to wander to the filthy thoughts that had become all too common in my depraved existence. I imagined my own mother’s reaction if she were to witness me in my current state, lying on a bed, my lips wrapped around a dildo, dressed in nothing but a slutty outfit, and surrounded by several screens, all of which displayed extreme pornography.

The thought of my own mother’s judgment only served to make my dick harder. My cock throbbed as I switched to my favorite porn scene ever in which Kay Parker devoured the throbbing cock of Mike Ranger who played her son in the movie Taboo-1.

I could feel my innocence slipping away with each passing minute, replaced by a newfound desire for the taboo and the forbidden. My soul had been corrupted by the sick and twisted world of porn, and from that moment on, my own mother’s image would forever be tainted by porn that had become my reality.

I remained in a gooned-out state for another day, and the filth on the screen overloaded my brain, causing it to become dumb and my face to contort into goon faces. A fiery urge to do something I’d never done before surged within me, but I remained unsure of what that might be.

In my desperation for guidance, I turned to my fellow gooners on the Discord channel, and one of them suggested that I piss all over myself. Eager to comply, I did just that. It was challenging to piss while in such a gooned state and with a raging hard-on, but I persevered.

After a moment, my piss spurted out like a fountain, covering my face and soaking my entire body. I drank as much of it as I could, savoring the blessings bestowed upon me by the porn goddesses.  I continued to stroke for a few more minutes, and eventually, I jizzed and smeared my face in my own spunk.

At that moment, soaked in piss and spunk with a swollen limp dick while watching porn that drove me to the brink of extreme debauchery, I truly felt reborn. I had transcended the bounds of innocent humanity and embraced my new identity as a fucking porn-addicted stroke zombie.

All I wanted to do from that day was to pump to porn all day and nothing else. My mind was fully focused from that day on the unending pleasure that came from feeding my insatiable hunger for smut.

Disclaimer: This website only suggests ethically, mindfully, and consciously incorporating pornography/sex into your life. If you think it’s affecting your personal or professional life try to educate yourself on sex and pornography and may seek medical help.